Don't ask me why
Have you ever wondered why I always drive alone? Same reasons why I never pick up my phone. I got these issues that you can’t subscribe, and I’m scared to talk to anyone for what they might prescribe.
These days I just try to keep to myself, well aware I’ve lost touch with everyone else. I understand that I’m fading away. I’d rather play dead than play catch up, because no one really cares all that much. I can’t keep having the same conversations. I look to the floor to keep concentration, focused hard on every single word. My nails are dug deep and my stomach hurts. I am selfish it seems, but I’m trying my best to breathe, hoping you don’t notice as I keep laughing.
